WHY AM I FEELIN THIS? :))

this is actually one of my older posts in multiply..
i just wanna share it with you guys.. mejo natatawa pa din kase ako pag nababasa ko toh.. haha! puro kalokohan.. XD

whew..

after a long time of not posting things eh am gonna stretch my cerebral muscles again, obviously, through this shit blog in here.. *cheese, i really hate writing.. HAHA.. ^_^


so, how are you guys?..
*damn, wish anyone would be interested in reading this shit.. haha..

well.. ako, eto..

medyo balisa.. i dont know if this was just an effect of the THINGS that i did last december 27.. HAHA! *close friends lang nakakalam non.. right che?.. wahahaha..

or, if this has somethin to do with my feelings..
my feelings for "THIS PERSON" *wont name names, am sorry.. ^_^

alright.. i met "THIS PERSON" through a friend..

first, i saw "THIS PERSON's" pictures on one of mah friend's albums here in multiply.. after goin over that album, i posted a comment right away.. "pakilala mo ko jan".. *hindi pa din talaga ko nagbabago.. haha.. ^_^

then, my friend gave me "THIS PERSON's" digits and we were able to talk na den and became FRIENDS..

we used to hangout, i was also able to visit "THIS PERSON" at "THIS PERSON's" house..

"THIS PERSON" beck then, always used to call me up at our house..
magkatext na, tumatawag pa..

eventually, we became closer and closer until weve reached the point na naglalabasan na kame ng sama ng loob sa isa't isa.. "SA ISA'T ISA??"

yeahh, i know you wonder.. haha..

eversince weve known each other, "THIS PERSON" was aware na that i was indeed atrracted to "THIS PERSON".. eh kaso, "THIS PERSON" was still in a relationship so, ok.. i thought it was hanggang dun na lang.. ok.. *sigh..

kaso, when "THIS PERSON" started the "kwentos" na about the partner,
medyo nagkalakas ako ng loob kase, napaka walang kwenta nung partner niya.. AS IN..
if you would just hear "THIS PERSON's" stories, baka mapatay mo ung partner nia.. haaaay!
ewan ko ah! pero i guess sakin lang yon kase nga, gusto ko siya..


dumating pa sa point na, ayan na, it's as if makukuha ko na xa..
the thing that ive been waiting for was parang nasa harap ko na.. all that i have to do was to grab it na lang sana..

kaso, ewan ko ba, hanggang ngayon, napakagulo ko pa din..

suddenly, AYOKO na.. hahahahaha..


bakit?.. bakit kaya ako ganito?.. lagi na lang akong nagha-hang ng tao.. shit, am sooo bad.. huhu.. pero, "THIS PERSON" looks fine naman so, hindi na din ako gnon kaapektado..

eto ngayon ang tanong...

bigla nga lang ba kong umayaw or was it because i have "SOMEONE" na with me but it's just that hindi ako aware na gusto ko xa, na gusto namin ang isa't-isa, na MAHAL namin actually ang isa't-isa?? whaaaaaaaa.. CONFUSION comes along.. fuck..

putangina.. ang gulo promise..
if ever man kase na tama tong hinala ko, AYOKO.. mehn.. ayaw ayaw ayaw..
hindi pwede.. sayang FRIENDSHIP.. whaaaaaa..

CHIO, kasalanan mo toh.. "Mahal ka ni ----- noh?"

ayan.. haup! nagulo ako sa sinabi mo.. bwahahahahahaha..

I BADLY NEED YOUR COMMENTS GUYS.. especially chio and cheche.. haha..

hindi naman ako totally nabubuang dahil dito pero naiisip ko din toh kahit pano..
basta! kahit ano pa man ung totoo behind EVERYTHING, masaya pa din ako..

may magbago man for the better or wala, everything will still be the same.. whew..! ^_^

hindi talaga ko naglagay ng PRONOUN.. pansin mo?.. hahahahaha.. =]]